Friday, March 22, 2013

Do you believe?

Do you? Do you believe that we all have this path we have set in front of us? I do.

I feel However there are things that get in the way of the signal. Like crazy static that shadows us from our true potential capabilities.

I hope I have made the right choices in life at least the big ones. I donot know what is in front of me any more and it scares me so much. I do a good job of putting on a good face. But hardly anything good has happened to me. Sometimes I can't help but wonder why. Why me.

Why me to loose David. Why should I have to wait until I'm over 30 to fall in love. Why do I have to be stong for everyone all the time. Why should I hurt. Why am I the one to always loose. Why am I still so damn defective after all these years.

Today I wonder, why me.

1 comment:

  1. How hard it must be to feel that way! I'm rooting for you to find your place in yourself, life, and wherever else you need!

    ReplyDelete

Thank you!

Friday, March 22, 2013

Do you believe?

Do you? Do you believe that we all have this path we have set in front of us? I do.

I feel However there are things that get in the way of the signal. Like crazy static that shadows us from our true potential capabilities.

I hope I have made the right choices in life at least the big ones. I donot know what is in front of me any more and it scares me so much. I do a good job of putting on a good face. But hardly anything good has happened to me. Sometimes I can't help but wonder why. Why me.

Why me to loose David. Why should I have to wait until I'm over 30 to fall in love. Why do I have to be stong for everyone all the time. Why should I hurt. Why am I the one to always loose. Why am I still so damn defective after all these years.

Today I wonder, why me.

1 comment:

  1. How hard it must be to feel that way! I'm rooting for you to find your place in yourself, life, and wherever else you need!

    ReplyDelete

Thank you!