Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Emptiness

My heart feels empty, lost, and alone. It's been my entire adult hood. Finally I meet a man that filled me with joy and happiness I didn't know I was missing. Now it's gone. I don't know how to hand it.

I have things to look forward to. My move to Portland. New job. It's a big scary move. I thought I was going to have David's support but I feel it dissipating slowing. When he's not around me our love we shared feels cold and distant. But when we see each other there is a charge in the air that fills my body with electricity. I feel love.

That is what I'll misstate of all.

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Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Emptiness

My heart feels empty, lost, and alone. It's been my entire adult hood. Finally I meet a man that filled me with joy and happiness I didn't know I was missing. Now it's gone. I don't know how to hand it.

I have things to look forward to. My move to Portland. New job. It's a big scary move. I thought I was going to have David's support but I feel it dissipating slowing. When he's not around me our love we shared feels cold and distant. But when we see each other there is a charge in the air that fills my body with electricity. I feel love.

That is what I'll misstate of all.

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Thank you!