Monday, January 10, 2011

Boyfriend? Wait what Boyfriend

Yes it came and went! I was purely spoiled by this one. Door opened,
sweetness all the time, flowers even, being told i was pretty all the
time, and my favorite kisses on the hands while he was driving. Sounds
perfect, where did it go wrong you ask.... HELL IF I KNOW!!

I am mostly positive about the whole ordeal. I know he's been going
through some depression and other crap. Which i have gone through
myself. He and i are obviously different. I would have loved to have
some there like me to help me through it all. Him he is not that
person.

I am strong and sad. I am sad that everything seemed like it was going
smoothly and where it should have been for the 2 month relationship. I
miss the person. but what can i do? nothing.

point and case nothing.

but i have amazing friends and family so ill get over it, mostly am.
(but in the stupid oh maybe hell come to his sinces and want me
again.....will some one please smack this notion out of my mind?

Anyways back on the saddle ridding through life!

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Monday, January 10, 2011

Boyfriend? Wait what Boyfriend

Yes it came and went! I was purely spoiled by this one. Door opened,
sweetness all the time, flowers even, being told i was pretty all the
time, and my favorite kisses on the hands while he was driving. Sounds
perfect, where did it go wrong you ask.... HELL IF I KNOW!!

I am mostly positive about the whole ordeal. I know he's been going
through some depression and other crap. Which i have gone through
myself. He and i are obviously different. I would have loved to have
some there like me to help me through it all. Him he is not that
person.

I am strong and sad. I am sad that everything seemed like it was going
smoothly and where it should have been for the 2 month relationship. I
miss the person. but what can i do? nothing.

point and case nothing.

but i have amazing friends and family so ill get over it, mostly am.
(but in the stupid oh maybe hell come to his sinces and want me
again.....will some one please smack this notion out of my mind?

Anyways back on the saddle ridding through life!

Sent from my iPad

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Post a Comment

Thank you!