Thursday, December 2, 2010

30

30 that is the magical number. Its amazing how big of an impact that simple 2 digit number can make. 30 dollars for a dvd to much, make it a dvd series its a deal! 30 years old is much older than 29 its a huge thing for some others not so much. For me 30 is a different person. 30 is fun out going and doesn't shut up. Talks when she should and when its ok.

Looking back at who I was 30 pounds ago, I did not like her. She was ugly inside and out, she was negative, sad, depressed and only took comfort in food rather than those people that loved her and was there to help. She hid in a hole of her home, room, or couch. That was no way to live. Going out with friends who just wanted to have a good time all she could think about was how she looked and how no one would think twice of the loser in the corner. She honestly felt like her voice was not worth 2 cents let alone valued at anything.

Because of a few friends that came out of no where that person disapeared. And a new person was found. This new person is kinda amazing! Cares more than the 30 girl did. This new kid talks not caring if the audience who hears her cares or listens to what she has to say. Because even thou i know what i am going to say i care what i have to say! I am not sure when the transformation happened. but i am sure glad it did. I really like this new person i have become. I still care for my loved ones the same way i always have but maybe this time i am a little more caring. I am 80% fixed. Moving back to Washington being back where i belong i feel as if i have come a long way to where i need to be.

There are good things on the horizon. I welcome the new and the good. I am ready for my life to continue down the road its on. Bring it on!

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Thursday, December 2, 2010

30

30 that is the magical number. Its amazing how big of an impact that simple 2 digit number can make. 30 dollars for a dvd to much, make it a dvd series its a deal! 30 years old is much older than 29 its a huge thing for some others not so much. For me 30 is a different person. 30 is fun out going and doesn't shut up. Talks when she should and when its ok.

Looking back at who I was 30 pounds ago, I did not like her. She was ugly inside and out, she was negative, sad, depressed and only took comfort in food rather than those people that loved her and was there to help. She hid in a hole of her home, room, or couch. That was no way to live. Going out with friends who just wanted to have a good time all she could think about was how she looked and how no one would think twice of the loser in the corner. She honestly felt like her voice was not worth 2 cents let alone valued at anything.

Because of a few friends that came out of no where that person disapeared. And a new person was found. This new person is kinda amazing! Cares more than the 30 girl did. This new kid talks not caring if the audience who hears her cares or listens to what she has to say. Because even thou i know what i am going to say i care what i have to say! I am not sure when the transformation happened. but i am sure glad it did. I really like this new person i have become. I still care for my loved ones the same way i always have but maybe this time i am a little more caring. I am 80% fixed. Moving back to Washington being back where i belong i feel as if i have come a long way to where i need to be.

There are good things on the horizon. I welcome the new and the good. I am ready for my life to continue down the road its on. Bring it on!

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Thank you!