It's been one month not even a week some days are better than others today I find myself in a western bar with my roommate watching couples so in love it hurts. I know this isn't our scene. But seeing how in love others are pisses me off. I miss you and my heart yearns for what it is that we have.
There is too much shit in my life going to be so alone. Your a coward and a fool for your choices. People travel the world searching for the wonders if the world only to find them in their own back yards. You had what people search for.
I hate that deep down I can't let you go. I'm afraid of loosing you completely. I have been trying to put my self out there. I actually been on two dates with two different guys. I'm trying here. But the situation you left me in is aweful. Plain aweful.
I hope you search and look and never find what we have. Heal and fix your self. Do this all and come back to me.
Until than your a selfish fucking coward!
And this this is my ultimate low. This is my life. Now I'm just done.
Friday, February 15, 2013
To David
It's been one month not even a week some days are better than others today I find myself in a western bar with my roommate watching couples so in love it hurts. I know this isn't our scene. But seeing how in love others are pisses me off. I miss you and my heart yearns for what it is that we have.
There is too much shit in my life going to be so alone. Your a coward and a fool for your choices. People travel the world searching for the wonders if the world only to find them in their own back yards. You had what people search for.
I hate that deep down I can't let you go. I'm afraid of loosing you completely. I have been trying to put my self out there. I actually been on two dates with two different guys. I'm trying here. But the situation you left me in is aweful. Plain aweful.
I hope you search and look and never find what we have. Heal and fix your self. Do this all and come back to me.
Until than your a selfish fucking coward!
And this this is my ultimate low. This is my life. Now I'm just done.
There is too much shit in my life going to be so alone. Your a coward and a fool for your choices. People travel the world searching for the wonders if the world only to find them in their own back yards. You had what people search for.
I hate that deep down I can't let you go. I'm afraid of loosing you completely. I have been trying to put my self out there. I actually been on two dates with two different guys. I'm trying here. But the situation you left me in is aweful. Plain aweful.
I hope you search and look and never find what we have. Heal and fix your self. Do this all and come back to me.
Until than your a selfish fucking coward!
And this this is my ultimate low. This is my life. Now I'm just done.
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